Give me ONE reason to stay alive before I kill myself?!

My life is such a major fuckup and I don't know what to do anymore.

Everyone treats me like a child.

For instance, I'm one of the slower runners at the track club I run at, so I'm put into the age 9-11 group. I'm 13. One time I even got put in a group of annoying 5 yr olds.

I'm also treated like a child by my parents. I'm not allowed to have a cell phone, use the computer unsupervised, and other things.

Whenever I try to grow up and be mature, for some reason life won't allow it, and I'm always pushed back down. No wonder why everyone wonders I'm so immature and irresponsible.

I also never listen for some reason.

I'm always trapped in my mind, thinking about the things I like, daydreaming, and I'm never listening. I don't know why I do this.

For some reason I never heed advice from anyone. I once had a counselor to give me advice on life, but I never heeded advice from her for some reason, and my mom was paying her too much, so she pulled me away from her.

For some reason I always fight with my little brother. He's 7. Every little thing he does for some reason annoys me. I can't tolerate his singing, copying, anything from him. He never listens to me. Yet I still don't know why I continue to bully him.

I also feel like I'm psychic/have ESP. I'm always reacting to exact times, subconsciously noticing patterns, predicting what is going to happen, and other things. Now it's getting to much for me to handle. I don't know how it happened.

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Added (1). I feel like I have ESP that's, in some way, and some HOW, preventing me from WANTING to get better, or, WANTING me to get along with my little brother, basically preventing me from doing a lot of things.

I also live in a country where the government is corrupt, there's constantly questions on here about cons and libs, the education system sucks, and other things.
Added (2). I've recently been wrongly banned from a minecraft server for 30 days because it said I was fly hacking. I've filled out an appeal for the unfair ban only to get it rejected. The worst part is, I have an account on that server, and I wanted to be a moderator on it. But my punishment is a severe one, and I can't apply for 5 months.
FUСKING GREAT. Now I'll have to wait until November.
Added (3). My life is such a failure, and now I feel like KILLING MYSELF. I have my anxiety medication and a glass of water on my desk right now. If things are constantly going to be this way, then I just don't want to live like this anymore.

I also have Asperger's syndrome.

What do I do?

Oh yeah, and any rude/mean/hurtful comments will result in a blocking.

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